marriage – Personal Testimony

The Day She Walked

I felt a certain pain when I remembered the day she walked out on me, we were a team for decades though eerily we could feel the separation of our minds, our bodies, our spirit, and yet why didn’t we ever try as hard as the other, why didn’t we know what the other wasContinue reading “The Day She Walked”

The Logic of Mental Health

Introduction We are meant to live healthy lives. In confidence can we suggest that we were placed on this earth to be satisfied, happy, sensitive, loving people? The argument could be that no truer statement is meant to be applied to the human condition. We were given the tools to be able to delineate throughContinue reading “The Logic of Mental Health”

A New Hammock

I was outside in my hammock all afternoon. My dog hung out with me. I am on this holiday, and my grief or self-reflection has been creeping in all afternoon. I stopped posting on my more public site because there is a person I don’t want to hurt with my expression of pain. I haveContinue reading “A New Hammock”

The Final Days

Someone told me recently, it is time for a celebration. I was standing with the paperwork in my hands. I felt more like a lost loved one, had finally passed after a lengthy illness. I mean, even though life had checked out for well over a decade, the reality of the signed documents left meContinue reading “The Final Days”

A Letter To My Life – December 26th, 2019

To Whom It May Concern, I lost my mind today, the day began with a breakfast planned with my brother. We had just celebrated the Christmas holiday, and now when I reflect I recall a quiet perhaps eery drive home that night. I chose to sleep in the bed with my partner of many decadesContinue reading “A Letter To My Life – December 26th, 2019”

Wish Might Believe

Wish we believe the sentiment we express, the humanity of obligation, the thrill of matrimony, the tools of taking action. ~ Wish we believe love is real, such is the passion of our appeal that journey, a mountain seeking such valley. ~ Wish we believe in our heart, the validity of a soul drawn insideContinue reading “Wish Might Believe”