Love – Page 5 – Personal Testimony

I feel a decision being made

I’m still in love, perhaps it is meant to be, without finding ourselves together. There is something about separation and the value of two lives, two passions, two mistakes, two decisions to be allowed to realize what we were, what we are today. I spent the night pining, trying to figure out a way toContinue reading “I feel a decision being made”

Time and Irony

I was in this place many years ago, just over a decade. I felt like I lost everything. I had fallen in love, and I didn’t know what to do. I was willing to do anything I could to be with this person. I had an obstacle. The truth is I was not financially stableContinue reading “Time and Irony”

Speak To Me Please

I like to write letters, let my words take me places I’d rather visit with some hope of explanation. I do wish to take off with my thoughts allowing them to translate their meaning on a parchment of sorts. I remember the first time I began to write to a love in my teens. IContinue reading “Speak To Me Please”

Without Prompt

Ask me, wait, that could be, the, issue no one would ever, we tend to walk away, not malice, fear, trepidation, honor, if for a moment, a glimpse into our hearts, would we maybe see that love is a necessary response in live our lives, whenever we want to know, perhaps it is then weContinue reading “Without Prompt”

Eyes Open Twilight

I just watched the second hand cross the midnight hour, we’ve entered morning now, I’m awake, I haven’t any idea how to sleep with all that is happening inside my mind, piano solos in the background help me find some peace maybe a reflection of some kind. I have a soft heart easily bruisedContinue reading “Eyes Open Twilight”

This Time of Year

I’d like her to know how familiar this time of year is to me. I wonder if it is for her, I would only be able to imagine those moments when we might both take a pause and suggest to one another life has similar nostalgia. The walks, the leaves turning. Standing in the gravelContinue reading “This Time of Year”

Time Is A Reveal

We walk the plank, sort of speak, our lives fragile, often at the tipping point, where we decide we want more, we wish for something, someone, we would desire a quiet happiness. In the absence of our fears, we know the drama, stated cultural mores that might determine happiness instead of fantasy. OrContinue reading “Time Is A Reveal”

Delayed Reaction

Feel the grip as it slackens every aspect of this world crumbling, a reality not listened to, never wished, never believed, only feeling like the festering abandon beyond any possibility to repair. Have to wonder what fixing means, when a wandering soul hasn’t a ledge to find enough freedom to jump. Perhaps it mightContinue reading “Delayed Reaction”

Waking Wanting

Seems a common attribute in the life of a man, a woman, a dog, a pet, cat, animal in the wood. ~ We are all seemingly looking, wishing, imagining, decisions made upon what feels right, what it is that speaks to our being in the moment. ~ In the quiet of a soft rain, weContinue reading “Waking Wanting”

A Walk Inside Conversation

I found my quiet on a rainy night, windows crying a typical why, my mind reeling with a wondering eye what might her words tonight underly. ~ I cannot predict a tear doesn’t matter really where, a moment in time suspend my eyes become water no end. ~ I wish I might understand mystery whatContinue reading “A Walk Inside Conversation”