This Anger Inside

Pouring truth a constant a reminder of my childhood, of last week, the turn of the year any number of significant anniversary.   When I allow myself, there is this rage that evolves asking for some release begging explanation, only my outcome, is the same, a disregard for my insides.   This disdain my mindContinue reading “This Anger Inside”

Peace of Mind

A friend has always said to me, you have to put yourself first, find your peace of mind, discover who you really are, and allow yourself to be. This coming from a person who willingly beats herself up psychologically to such a degree I sometimes fear she may no longer see the compassion I willContinue reading “Peace of Mind”

People Get Close

We say things, give someone our darkest concerns walk away head up believing we have done the right thing.   We say things give someone our closest dreams walk away imagine only the worst and wonder why.   Why is it we cannot live life what is the reason we squirm when the beauty ofContinue reading “People Get Close”

Inside the Mind

We can speculate our best analysis oh, knowing why what creates this avalanche becomes our bloodied pool of an aftermath. No amount of dust or gravel broken rock pieces of our reality might ever bury the truth inside demise.   Be good to your soul not theirs unless of course they ask then we mightContinue reading “Inside the Mind”

I Would Though I Cannot

I stood on a bridge the biting chill freezing exposed skin hands wrapped clinging to a streetlight behind me my body hangs forward glancing upon ice tears finding open space where in moments might I disappear my boots heels on the metal base the streetlight my toes planted on snow one shift and a slip.Continue reading “I Would Though I Cannot”

Speaking of Love

I was thinking about you the other day, well I suppose every day. Nothing really changes in our lives. My life. I suppose I need to clear up the misconception. I don’t speak for you, only myself. I know what I feel is real, and it tells me everything I wish I might share withContinue reading “Speaking of Love”

The Once In Words

I wanted to write a letter today. Well, I want, always somehow to put words together might have meaning. I need, to find the right words, not simply the best words or more impactful per se, more courageously words that will express a value, again, a meaning, something meaningful. I want them to be readContinue reading “The Once In Words”

This Is Loss

When lives are suggestive rather immediate, having lost sight our humanity hides within the depths of our insecurity.   This is not wrong, it’s a reality, something that occurs, takes love to another level, one of fear, trepidation, the inability inside expression, inside wonderment within an ecstatic dance.   Once, when love knocked on myContinue reading “This Is Loss”